I am here, again, in this dark place. The days come and go, I try my very best to get up out of bed, I remind myself to keep breathing and moving my fingers as if to assure myself that I am still alive.
The snow lingers as if to tease my already fragile soul, tease me to a slow but yet undeniable madness. Crystal bits, leftover snow, fall from my coat as I tremble in the wind.
I long for heated summer days, for seaside afternoons and midnight walks in the rain.
Please, dearest, you who say you hear my prayers, let me live til' then.
I feel good today, very good! I have spent my day with friends, talking over tea and dining out. I went for a long walk in the forest this morning, clearing my mind. The air was cool and crisp and I felt happy for the first time in weeks.
Spring is here and everything will be brighter just because of that very fact. I cheered as I felt the bare road underneath my feet. Soon my favourite roads will be driveable again and I look forward to go exploring in the beginning of april.
I feel lucky, I feel blessed.
I listened to my inner voice, to my longing, letting my heart speak in tounges of love and I realized which path was right. Here I will stay.
I found this old dollar while gowing through some old drawers. I believe that this old bill has layed for many years in tha back of that old drawer. Good photographing material if you ask me! I have never held a dollar before :0)
I am sick dear friends. High fever and a terrible tummyache. It's no fun being ill, I have spent my day in bed except for a visit at our nearby supermarket earlier this afternoon. I needed some milk you see.
Instead of a picture tonight I just wanted to wish you all a wonderful week. May it be filled with joy and laughter.
Now I shall crawl back into bed and sink deep into feverish dreams..
I found this yesterday during one of my afternoon walks. Somehow this feather made me think about new beginnings, new opportunities and new chances in life. Let's be strong together and make the best out of everyday.
The nights are tough, it starts when you close the door behind you and you're alone. When you come home from a long day of trying to shut out the pain. The walls seem to crawl closer and you have to concentrate really hard to not surrender to the darkness.
Anxiety - please leave. Please. I would give my all.
Yesterday was a good day. Lunch with a dear friend who lights up my life. Her name is Sandra and you've seen her before in other portraits here at misty. If you only knew what a lovely person she is. I feel blessed to have to have her in my life.
Sandra you are amazing, never forget that. There are no words for how much I appreciate your friendship. You are an angel!