Remembering childhood

I discovered some old treasures tonight.. Those were the days!

Fire

I burn for you
for your touch
your hands grasping
your scent on my skin
that lingers
hours after you're gone
the way your hands tremble
as they explore places discovered
only by you

wanting

burning

set on fire

by your love.

November

The darkness is eating me up from inside..

Time for the holidays

-- MERRY CHRISTMAS to you all.

Gone hunting

A spider left her web unattended for a while and I happen to walk by..

Walking the beach

 

Model: Caroline

Dead dried and gone

Dried basil.

The point of lingering

Oh how I miss that grass, tickling my bare feet as I followed you deep into the woods.

...

How come forgiveness is such a hard thing? I wish I could forgive so many things but I cannot allow myself to. Yes, it makes you bitter, cold and most of all, it gets you down, far down.
I believe that I am so damaged from all the hurt I have experienced that am unable to forget and move on when things hit me like a rocket in the face.

And how come one never learn? Why do one expose themselves to the same fire as before over and over again. Why do people make the same mistake twice or even more? Are people just stupid or what?

I wish I could learn all of the above.

The burning

Yes it does burn, just like you said it would. My soul is on fire and the memories are all gone just like you. I lid them on fire, watching the ashes swirl for hours on end.

it’s quiet now.

Swirl

 

That water can be so enchanting, so mysterious. How I would love to dive in deep into that swirl and never return.

Summer

Howdy all!

The summer is here and I have been very busy! Thank you for still visiting although my updates here are not all that frequent. I feel lucky to have such loyal readers.

Enjoy summer, enjoy life.

Photos will come soon.

Green is good

Pure perfection, green delight.

Welcome summer

The summer lies ahead. Treasure it.

Blue waters

I feel like diving in..

The rain kept me up

Awake again, listening
to how the rain falls
still here, drenched in mist
scarred but alive
bruised but still
standing
destroyed but breathing
still

I crave you but you are
out of reach
just like my sanity

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Solitude

Loneliness frightens me no more.

Getting settled in

I am here now, five stairs up in this towerlike building. I can see the world from here but not you. I look sometimes, hoping that I will find you standing here underneath my kitchen window, looking up, but reality has struck me in the face only to remind me that it is nothing but a silly dream.

I no longer dream you see, not like I use to. I have grown bitter after learning life’s hard lesson one time to many.

Oblivion would be such a lovely thing

An eternity has passed but never the less your face is there each and everytime I close my eyes

I am here still, I never left

pics are coming soon...

Moving

Dear friends, readers, I can't understand why you persist to linger here although my updates are pretty much zero. It flatters me though. Thank you.

I am moving, not my blog, but my home. Today decided to buy a bigger place for me and my creativity and I am very much excited. It is time and I know my heart will grow fond of this place, it even has a balcony where I can spend my early summer mornings and maybe grow some herbs.

But before I can move in I need to make some changes, new wallwapers, new color to a few walls and much more.

I will try to post some photos as I go.

Ciao!