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How come forgiveness is such a hard thing? I wish I could forgive so many things but I cannot allow myself to. Yes, it makes you bitter, cold and most of all, it gets you down, far down.
I believe that I am so damaged from all the hurt I have experienced that am unable to forget and move on when things hit me like a rocket in the face.

And how come one never learn? Why do one expose themselves to the same fire as before over and over again. Why do people make the same mistake twice or even more? Are people just stupid or what?

I wish I could learn all of the above.