onsdag 10 december 2008

Puddle of mudd

It isn't good, my life has stopped all of a sudden, feels like I'm standing in a big puddle of mudd, except that the mudd reaches up to my ears.

Somedays life feels so impossible, so empty and rough, so lonesome. The words can not express my sadness tonight. I am even thinking about closing down the site, thats how impossible life feels tonight. I´m sorry folks.

I feel so very lonely.

10 kommentarer:

Gramma Ann sa...

I am sorry for whatever is going wrong in your life. But, know that we are here for you to talk to. You know where I am. If you need to talk go to my "Reading Corner" not many people visit it. And if you want I can always delete it after we talk. I enjoy your blog so please let us hear from you each and every day.

Love and hugs just for you.

Ann

Gramma Ann sa...

Ida,

Thank you, for your comment. Winters are very depressing for me, especially when it snows and the temps are so low and cold. We are just starting our winter, but it is nothing like the photos you are posting. I find, this is the time of the year when I catch up on my reading. I love to visit bookstores and libraries and I'm always buying books but somehow never seem to have the time to read, so this year I decided I'm going to try and read a few of my books, so I can buy new ones. That was the reason for my starting my "Reading Corner" blog.

Stay warm! Hugs....Ann

Gramma Ann sa...

Hi Ida,

It's me again ;) I kind of told you what I do to help me get through the long winter days and nights. What do you do since your nights are much longer then mine?

Ann

a cat of impossible colour sa...

Oh dear, I'm sorry you're feeling so low. I hope things are brighter soon.

A xx

Gramma Ann sa...

Ida, Me Again ;)

Well, here in my little corner of the world it is Wednesday Dec. 10, and the time is 4:30 pm. It sounds like you keep yourself quite busy, which is good to hear. I don't like to leave the house when it is cold. We have some icy conditions in our area today, but I think that is improving also as the day progressed.

Ann

Gramma Ann sa...

PM is afternoon and evening. From 12 o'clock noon until midnight.

Nighty, nighty.

Pearl sa...

oh ida, i really hope that whatever is causing you such pain in your life diminishes soon. such a beautiful girl with a lovely soul does not deserve this kind of pain.

shilvia sa...

my dear ida...i hope all is well on your side...its not good news what i'm hearing...your posts, beautiful wonderful posts are awaited for!!! i just want you to know, you are not alone... and one thing i've learned and try my very best to keep reminding myself of...
loneliness is a state of mind!!!so its really up to us, to feel sad and lonely or pick ourselves up and put our head high...i'm here if you need me...

The Weaver of Grass sa...

Thanks for visiting my blog, Ida. Sorry you are feeling low - but isn't it lovely to get such a boost from gramma ann?
What you probably need is a good burst of sunshine - we are nearly to the winter solstice and then things will begin to brighten. Keep smiling through. Best wishes

mainecarlhed sa...

Kära Ida, misströsta inte. Snart vänder vi mot ljusare tider. Du gör underbara vinterfoton!
Vill du ta en promenad i morrn eftermidddag eller i helgen? Jag är ledig :-)